Sunday, February 29th, 2004
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6:11 pm
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I've exposed your lies, baby
The underneath is no big surprise
Now it's time for changing
And cleansing everything
To forget your love
My plug in baby
Crucifies my enemies
When I'm tired of giving
My plug in baby
In unbroken virgin realities
Is tired of living
Don't confuse
Baby you're gonna lose
You're own game
Change me
And place the envying
To forget your love
And I feel your loving,
Baby
And I've been in trouble
Die die die my darling, just shut your pretty mouth
current mood: Fuck
current music: The Muse
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Thursday, December 11th, 2003
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1:32 am - Someday
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In many ways they'll miss the good old days
Someday, Someday
Yeah it hurts to say but I want you to stay
Sometimes, Sometimes
When we was young oh man did we have fun
Always, Always
Promises they break before they're made
Sometime, Sometimes
Oh, my ex says I'm lacking in depth
I will do my best
You say you wanna stay by my side
Darling your head's not right
I see alone we stand together we fall apart
Yeah, I think I'll be alright
I'm working so I won't have to try so hard
Tables they turn sometimes
Oh someday.
I ain't wasting no more time.
Trying, Trying
.. ... my hair is rad
current mood: Die Marco
current music: Joy Division - Ceremony
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Sunday, December 7th, 2003
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11:35 am - 12:51
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Talk to me now I'm older
Your friends'll do cuz I told her
Friday night's a bit lonely
Change your plans and then phone me
We could go and get forties
Fuck going to that party
Oh really, your folks are away now?
Alright, let's go
You convinced me
12:51 is the time my voice
found the words I sought
Is it this stage I want?
The world is shutting up for us
Oh we were tense for sure
But we was confident
Kiss me now that I'm older
I won't try to control you
Friday night's a bit lonely
Take it slow but don't warn me
We'd go out and get forties
Then we'd go to some party
Oh really, your folks are away now?
Alright I'm coming,
I'll be right there
. . ... . things might be ok
current mood: Forties
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
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3:30 am - Love is Suicide
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"at this very moment, I wish I were dead. I just can't cope anymore" Ian Curtis (written on a note when he was found hung)
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Saturday, October 4th, 2003
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2:27 am - Stupid ugly cunt rag ! !!
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Fuck I fucking hate anyone named Tyler . .. I wish that anyone with the name Tyler would get some form of cancer and die horribly painful deaths .. and after they died everyone who doesn't have the name Tyler would walk by their dead bodies and spit on them .. most excellent
I like Bill and Ted and Winnona Ryder .. uh huh
.. .. I SURE wish you had come on to talk with me darling, I miss you
... . .. .. . .. oh yeah, and Tiger Army are amazing
"Children behave, that's what they say when we're together, and watch how you play, they don't understand and so we're, runnin' just as fast as we can, holdin' onto one anothers hand, tryin' to get away into the night, and then you put your arms around me as we tumble to the ground and then you say, 'I think we're alone now, there doesn't seem to be anyone around, I think we're alone now, the beating of our hearts is the only sound', Look at the way, we gotta hide what we're doin', cause what would they say, if they ever knew and so we're runnin' just as fast as we can, holdin' onto one anothers hand, tryin' to get away into the night, and then you put your arms around me as we tumble to the ground and then you say, 'I think we're alone now'"
I love you so much Natalia,
Sleep sweet darling
We'll be together soon
current mood: Death to Tyler
current music: Tiger army - Valley of Dreams
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Thursday, October 2nd, 2003
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12:06 am - WYLD STALLYNS ! !!
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"Hey, you wanna play 20 questions
Yeah, .. . Ok I got one
Are you a mineral ? ??
Yeah
Are you a tank ??
WHOA Yeah, good one" (what the FUCK)
*In Hell*
Ted "Dude, I kinda' like this" Both "WHOA, excellent"
.. . in closing .. I love Bill and Ted .. mostly Ted though
So yeah .. I love Bill and Ted, .. . . and the Misfits . .. and Natalia .. yeah
. .. oh yeah, and drugs also
current mood: London Suede ??
current music: Mr Bungle - Drug Me
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Monday, September 29th, 2003
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3:08 am - Tiger Army are pretty cool
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What an exciting day I've had .. . learned nollie and fakie bigspins almost every try .. worked out .. got smashed and stoned .. worked out .. got wasted again in the hot tub .. then came on here ..
I went through an emotionally satisfying moment and some not so enjoyable times on the 'net tonight .. at least the faggot is gone now, I am so very relieved ..
I am in desperate need of weed, I have two bongs left and that simply won't do .. I'll have to get someone to drop some off tomorrow or something ..
Hendrix is pretty badass
I fucking wish the stupid Interpunk and Angry Young and Poor cunts would get their fucking shit back in stock so I could make a new order .. I would REALLY like the Misfits gloves, the Captain Harlock shirt (the one Glenn wore to almost EVERY show), Dead Kennedys Halloween shirt, Evil Dead glow in the dark shirt and The Cure Boys Don't cry shirt ... they are ALL fucking GONE .. FUCK .. who the fuck would WANT that shit other than ME anyways .. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck ..
I'm SO very excited about my future now .. . maybe it won't be so bad .. . maybe .. I hope so badly
. .. my favorite words BY FAR are fuck and cunt .. you fucking cunts .. fuck off and die
"Sometimes I dream that I'm alive, under the stars, under the sky"
Live Journal is for fucking losers .. seriously
current mood: Witty
current music: Tiger Army - Under Saturn's Shadow
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Saturday, August 16th, 2003
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4:33 am - Love is Suicide
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... .. . I have no idea what love is ... someone please help me
current mood: Asleep
current music: The Smiths - Asleep
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3:41 am - Cured
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"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it
And I'll promise you a promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make her glow
"Why are you so far away?" she said
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you"
You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me
current mood: Kill me
current music: The Cure - Just like Heaven
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12:21 am - Boys don't Cry
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"I am an emotional vampire"
Poor Jessica ... . I wish that I had taken her virginity instead ..
.. .. not as gorgeous as in Idle Hands .. "Sorry about your bush"
I keep playing Boys don't Cry and Love will Tear us Apart OVER and OVER again . .. I wonder why .. hmmmmm
I was hoping The Faint would be good .. they aren't .. one hit wonders I suppose
current mood: Jessica
current music: The Faint - Worked up so Sexual
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Monday, August 11th, 2003
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4:41 am - I'm an idiot
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I smoked my entire 1/4 in less than 3 days .. I fucking SUCK . .. fuck
current mood: Drunk/stoned
current music: Misfits - Skulls
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Tuesday, August 5th, 2003
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2:26 pm - Midget dealers
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I just bought weed off a midget and then smoked her up .. .. . .. .. . .. . .. . .. . .. ... ..... I'm glad I'm not a midget :P
The weed was good though .. . hooray for midgets ..
current mood: Sweaty
current music: Sid Vicious - My Way
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Monday, August 4th, 2003
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12:02 am - LiveJournal = Gay
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Holy fuck are these things ever gay
current mood: Fuck
current music: The Exploited - Sex and Violence
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Sunday, August 3rd, 2003
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11:53 pm - Hooray
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Nicole came over today . .. brought me weed AND forgot to take home Sid and Nancy ... SCORE
I LOVE my hair . . and I think I may be getting a little better looking .. possibly . .. or I'm just stoned and dumb ... (maybe both?? ?)
ALL of the best hairstyles end in the sound "'ock" .. .. . Dredlock, Devilock, and Mohawk
Watched Beetlejuice today . . FUCK I want Winonna Ryder SO fucking bad .. I think her and Zhang ZiYi are the only girls in movies I want . . don't really know WHY .. but oh well .. . better with shorter hair though (Winnona) . . LOVE the black clothes however
current mood: Winnona
current music: The Cure - Just like Heaven
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10:40 pm - The Soundtrack to my life as it stands now
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1) The Cure - Boys don't cry
2) The Smiths - Please please please (let me get what I want)
3) Weezer - Butterfly
4) Tommy James and the Shondells - Crimson and Clover
5) Deftones - Sweetest Perfection
6) Drunk Injuns - Lotta Kill
7) Weezer - Ayleen
8) The Cure - Bloodflowers
9) Misfits - Hatebreeders
10) Buzzcocks - Ever fallen in Love
11) The Cure - A forest
12) Misfits - In the Doorway
13) Radiohead - Wish you were here
14) The Smiths - Asleep
15) Radiohead - True Love Waits
16) Local H - ok
17) Joy Division - Love will tear us apart
current mood: Decisions, decisions
current music: Pick one
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Monday, April 28th, 2003
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11:11 pm - Children in Heat
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Well, last night I went skating for a couple hours at the park then went to Eric's and played Def Jam Vendetta and smoked bongs all night till like 4am .. then I slept till about 2pm and sent Eric to get another gram . . then I skated downtown and bought a smoke (they sell single smokes at this store that some child molestor owns) .. then I went back to Eric's, smoked some bongs with him then went home . .. I talked to Alisha RIGHT before I left to go into town yesterday and I didn't stop thinking of her the entire time, and I still haven't . .. we had another really nice talk tonight .. I'm gonna surprise her with a Wonderbar and a Sprite (her favorites) tomorrow morning at her locker then walk her to class ... I may even kiss her before she goes to her class .. probobly not though, I'm real scared and stuff ... girls are very scary .. especially REALLY cute ones like Alisha . .. I'm so scared that I'm gonna end up hurt again . . "Good times for a change, see the luck I've had could make a good man bad, so please please please, let me get what I want, lord knows it would be the first time, Haven't had a dream for a long time, see the luck I've had could make a good man bad, so for once in my life, let me get what I want, lord knows it would be the last time"
The most beautiful girls in the world woddle and own plaid skirts and fishnets .. it's so very true
current mood: Coax Me
current music: Deftones - Please please please (let me get what I want)
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Saturday, April 26th, 2003
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11:58 pm - Derek's Wonderful, Horrible life
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Today was pretty darn ok to say the least,. . I skated a lot . . and my dad took me to town and I bought PJ Ladd's wonderful, Horrible life on DVD . . it's fucking AMAZING . . I love it so much .. and it's got a very good soundtrack too (the neat song from Great Expectations is PJ's song) . .. I had SUCH a good talk with Alisha tonight too . . I like her so much now .. .. we asked each other lots of questions and she was SO nice and sweet to me . . I am now sure that I'm gonna try to be with her . . maybe things will work out this time . . I hope for my sake that they do . .. I need something good in my life .. and she couldn't be better . .. so . . wish me luck once again fiends . . I'll certainly need it .. .
current mood: Hoping
current music: Song from Great Expectations
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Friday, April 25th, 2003
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11:06 pm - Plaid skirt and fishnets
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Just finished talking to Alisha ... it was GREAT . .. she's so nice and sweet .. I think I may just hold off on giving up on girls for a little while .. this could get interesting .. .
I'm quite happy with my devilock .. yes I am . .
current mood: A little happy
current music: Halloween - Misfits
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8:10 pm
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If I had my way I'd look like Glenn Danzig (during The Misfits obviously), live in B.C., and do nothing but smoke weed and fuck my punk girlfriend .. .
current music: Children in Heat - Misfits
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7:07 pm - Starting over isn't easy
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Well, I've decided to keep writing in here cause I guess some people liked reading my entries and plus I kinda' like writing in this actually.
Natalia is "in love" with another guy from Canada I guess now . . that was a long wait ... nope .. and she is going to go live near him now or something I guess . .
I read her entire journal and there wasn't ONE entry that said anything about me, OVER TWO YEARS, so yeah .. I'd say that's a little strange . . maybe she just said she loved me and really just stalks people over the internet claiming to love them .. who knows .. it's over now anyways .. time to move on and start over before I'm hurt again ..
I doubt Tricia is ever going to leave Brendan, or at least that she won't leave him while I know her . .so I don't think things will work out with her .. I know she wants to be with me at least a little bit though . . so I guess that's good enough for now ..
I've been talking to Robyn a lot lately . . things are going well once again for us .. she even let me read her journal last night, which helped me get to know her a little more . ..
One of Robyn's friends, Alisha, has now caught my attention and I've been thinking of maybe trying to be with her . . but I want to give up on girls .. I'm sick of them always hurting me and leaving me .. but I'm even more sick of being alone .. so maybe I will try . . I dunno . .. if I do, wish me luck fiends ..
current mood: Over and over
current music: You say you don't love me - Buzzcocks
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